Post by Whyte Phoenix on Mar 27, 2005 1:54:49 GMT -5
. . .when I was angry. . .
Today I'll try, try to gain control,
Control over my feelings but I can't, I just can't anymore,
You can see the shadows creeping across my face,
My smile, my face, just curves right back down to show hate,
My eyes, my eyes, you can sense my wrath, my fury, my anger,
My fists, they clentch in sheer disgust of you,
You, you, who I had wanted to cry for, to die for,
But then now, my tears are just dry, dry as my voice,
Hell froze over, from where I took back my soul,
My soul, my soul, that I threw it back into a mirror,
A mirror of me, that showed my sanity,
The type of thing, that brought me back to reality,
Reality, it came back with a bang,
Threw away all my hopes, my dreams, my love,
Nothing of me exists anymore, everything is truth,
The truth of the world, in which I hate,
I hate it, I hate it, but I can't turn back,
For my only fantasy, is nothing but a lie, a beautiful white lie,
A lie in which I used to believe was truth,
Truth, life, it seemed so perfect, so real,
But real, as real as it seemed, it was fake. . all a fake,
Fake, someone showed me, someone told me,
Told me you were a fake, a lier,
I thought a was wrong, wrong, just another rumor,
But then the rumor turned to truth, truth that I couldn't believe at the time,
Then you left, you left me, you left me for good, forever,
You left forever, never to return, never to come back,
Back to me, so I could be happy, happy again to see you,
But you, your heart, your smile, was forever gone, you left me,
Left me to die in this reality the world is made of,
Or people of truth, of war, of all the things I hate and love,
So thats when my heart became cold,
Cold, cold, from being in the dark, the rain, all alone,
Alone I was, and then it became hardened with all my hate,
So then now, I hope you're happy,
Happy because my heart has frozen over.
{{Darn that poem is messed. . . O.O }}
Today I'll try, try to gain control,
Control over my feelings but I can't, I just can't anymore,
You can see the shadows creeping across my face,
My smile, my face, just curves right back down to show hate,
My eyes, my eyes, you can sense my wrath, my fury, my anger,
My fists, they clentch in sheer disgust of you,
You, you, who I had wanted to cry for, to die for,
But then now, my tears are just dry, dry as my voice,
Hell froze over, from where I took back my soul,
My soul, my soul, that I threw it back into a mirror,
A mirror of me, that showed my sanity,
The type of thing, that brought me back to reality,
Reality, it came back with a bang,
Threw away all my hopes, my dreams, my love,
Nothing of me exists anymore, everything is truth,
The truth of the world, in which I hate,
I hate it, I hate it, but I can't turn back,
For my only fantasy, is nothing but a lie, a beautiful white lie,
A lie in which I used to believe was truth,
Truth, life, it seemed so perfect, so real,
But real, as real as it seemed, it was fake. . all a fake,
Fake, someone showed me, someone told me,
Told me you were a fake, a lier,
I thought a was wrong, wrong, just another rumor,
But then the rumor turned to truth, truth that I couldn't believe at the time,
Then you left, you left me, you left me for good, forever,
You left forever, never to return, never to come back,
Back to me, so I could be happy, happy again to see you,
But you, your heart, your smile, was forever gone, you left me,
Left me to die in this reality the world is made of,
Or people of truth, of war, of all the things I hate and love,
So thats when my heart became cold,
Cold, cold, from being in the dark, the rain, all alone,
Alone I was, and then it became hardened with all my hate,
So then now, I hope you're happy,
Happy because my heart has frozen over.
{{Darn that poem is messed. . . O.O }}
Bob!
